well... it too quite a while, but after several "trial" layouts and a severe case of slacking off, I finally decided to finish off the blog design today. Okay... well, almost finished anyhow, I still have a few more things to fixed but they aren't as important as the main page itself. At least the layout-wise its complete I guess, and might only need a few changes here and there. Honestly, its been years since I updated the look of my blog and I think the current one seems "too simple" for me, but I guess making it all complicated won't make any difference lol.

I'm just saying... 2010 has been a good (or bad depending on how you people look at it) year for me. A lot of unexpected things happen, and maybe some sweet and bitter moments but none the less... oh what a year it has been! Not gonna post a lot here (as I mentioned in an earlier post) but I'm just posting here to have at least one post per month so the blog doesn't look that empty. =P

Anyway, I'll write a bit more in detail on Tumblr later in the day if I have the time. If not then it would probably be after New Year...

Well, for the time being at least. Just have to say this cause I think I'm not gonna blog much anymore from now onwards. Why? I just lost interest, like seriously... I lost interest in blogging altogether!!! I do have a lot of things on my mind that I wanna post here (such as my mom, my life, etc.) but just can't be bothered at the moment. Maybe I will come back to my senses and start blogging again someday, but for now I'm too stuck up with life to blog like last time.

Maybe I will try to post here once or twice a month, but any more would really be impossible. Also, I think I might move to Tumblr and blog there a bit more. I don't know... haven't thought through much about this actually. Anyhow, this is pretty much it for the month of November I guess. Maybe I'll post again here in December/January or something, but its not gonna be much. I did watch a few movies already, but I think I have to stop the reviews as of now.

So yeah... please do check out my Tumblr page for more updates:
muzaffarmusa.tumblr.com

Wow... can't believe almost 3/4 of the year has already passed by without me noticing. I guess many many things has happened over these past few months I really never had time to reflect upon them. Even during these 3 week semester break I still felt like I was busy with something. But today, on this very Sunday I kinda feel a bit free. A bit too free if I do say so myself...

Not sure if its because its the last day of my 3 week semester break, or that nearly everyone in my neighborhood (or the whole city for that matter!) has "balik kampung" or another way of saying it, going back to their hometown to visit their respective relatives to celebrate Eid ul-Fitr. Also the weather (since yesterday) couldn't be any better, with clear blue skies and sunny daylight shinning just makes the day feel more relaxing. Anyway, maybe I should take my time and enjoy the day by sleeping or lying on the bed thinking about things (which I did a lot today actually!) or spend the day more productively and do something else? Haha... not sure how to enjoy what is left of today though, and I can't believe its all gonna be over soon. With class starting tomorrow, I don't get to go on a holiday with my parents to Singapore or get to enjoy the rest of hari raya. Oh well... this year's raya has been a bit boring to be honest, not sure why though but its just is!

So yeah... just another random thoughts post from me here. Albeit its not as meaningful or as random as people might think, I'm just here trying to speak my mind and saying what I feel like saying. As for this blog though, I'm not sure what I will be doing with it if I'm really honest. Haven't been blogging regularly this year and I'm really starting to lose my mood on blogging nowadays (well not really, but I'm not blogging as much as I used to!) so I guess the blog will still be considered "active" for now. I might start posting more on Tumblr now since I like using that now, haha...

Also just to end this post, I really just wanna say for those who still are reading my blog I just wanna say thank you for taking your time and reading all the bs that I posted up lol. I know there has been many things that has happened to me over the past few months (both good and bad) and that I wished to share it with you all, but as it is I will just keep that all to myself for now. Maybe I will post it all up one day... maybe... just on that one day. Also I do apologize if I promised to write several other posts but kept forgetting, I'm not even sure if I should make it up by writing about it anyhow or just leave it... =P

credits where credits are due.

Well first of all, I would like to say (in Malay) selamat hari raya aidilfitri kepada rakan-rakan semua, maaf zahir dan batin. Kalau saya tersalah buat apa-apa toloing minta maaf lah, bukan saya sengaja pon nak membuat salah. Kalau tidak hendak bermaaf dengan saya pon sekurang-kurangya tolong lupakan apa yang terjadi dulu. As for my non-Malay speaking friends, happy Eid ul-Fitr! If I ever did anything wrong to make you guys upset or anything, please forgive me. Even if you don't want to forgive me, at least don't start a grudge with me and just forget about our pasts.

Anyway, I don't think I want to speak much about the whole month of Ramadan though, since its probably been the most boring one in quite a few years haha. Mostly I've been just staying at home, or just driving my mom around town running errands and that is pretty much about it. Also I can't believe my college break is gonna end soon, as of next Monday I'm gonna be starting class again zzzzz... but yeah, there is just too many things happening between me, my best friend and "that girl" before and in between Ramadan, as well as some trouble with my emotional breakdowns and mental problems. Oh I don't know, but I guess I might save that for another blog post.

Also, sorry if I didn't blog much either about my previous posts lol. Will try to find some time and blog about it this weekend. So yeah, happy holidays and take care during this festive seasons. Maybe all of us can just forget about whatever happened before, start over again and enjoy the rest of the year like when we were all still happy. =)

I'm too lazy to type long sentences about today so I'll just copy what I posted on Facebook:

In English: Happy Eid ul-Fitr to all my family and friends and I seek forgiveness physically and spiritually if I ever did anything wrong.

In Bahasa Melayu: Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua keluarga dan rakan-rakan sekalian dan maaf zahir dan batin kepada atas segala kesalahan yang saya buat.

Well as for the artwork, it was something I found on deviantART. Sorry if I didn't get to find a better one..... (or yet, make one myself)
Selamat Hari Raya by ~game-flu

Just realized I missed my 1 year anniversary of my blog by a few days. Originally made this blog on Monday, June 9, 2008 just for the fun of it back then and never really thought my blog would actually attracted anyone. How so many things actually happened in just a year....

Ever since that very first post there has been a lot of things that has happened, with this blog being the sole proof of the many changes. I made many new friends, followed several other blog/news sites as well as developing several new interests and knowledge in the process. Yeah yeah, enough about all the crap already. Here is my best wishes on hopefully another great year of blogging lol....

Just finished designing the main banner for my site, and got to say I'm quite happy with it. =D Actually, everything was already done that last Thursday but I had to do some touch ups here and there as well as the banner and here it is. Well you can imagine why I called it "Muzaffar's Blog V2" for a reason. This is my second attempt at designing my blog with the first version was the horrible Razer themed blog with the razer green and blue text as well as the razer logo banner itself. (I understand why a lot of people hate it....) This version is a little more extensive, with me editing everything from the background to the color coded borders and texts. Oh well, hope you enjoy reading this blog now. I know I did promise to finish designing the blog by last Sunday, but the internet was shot and kinda ruined everything as the post below this shows...

Oh yeah, tomorrow will also be the day that I'll be driving a real car for the first time lol. Been playing racing games since I could remember from arcades to PC race sims to console games and even handheld games and never drive a real car prior to this.(not even for a centimeter hahahaha....) The instructor would come to pick me up from my house in the morning and from there its quite obvious what I'll have to do (driving of course! Oh, and obey the law while driving, no drift antics or drag racing or burnouts or anything retardedly cool.... =P ) Just hope everything goes well and not for me to f*** up anything at the worst possible moment.

Well the title says it all, just thought would be fun to redo the whole look of the blog for awhile. While I'll try to make a proper look for my blog, I guess this will just be a temporary theme I'll be using. Not sure how I want to design my blog to look like, could take a while to get the whole thing done though.....