Actually, this is nothing more than a random post per se, rather I just think that there was something "special" about yesterday. Well I don't know how to describe what was so special about yesterday or if there is any relevance to my life or anything, just thought I could make a few more blog posts before the new year!!!

So what was so special about the 27th of December you ask? Well apart from getting my car mirror scratched (well, it was worse today when I scratched my front left bumper zzzzz....) when I was going to go pick up my cousin from his house, going to Summit with my cousin so that he could buy some gifts for his friend, spending the whole day doing useless stuff, the fact that ME AND MY FATHERS CAR GOT ROBBED INSIDE OUR HOUSE (nah seriously, nothing of importance was lost there) but the fact that...... well, lets just say something much more personal has happened.

It happened the day before, when I was online and doing my usual things as usual when suddenly my friend invited me to a conversation on MSN. I was introduced to a friend of a friend in that conversation. At that time I really had no idea who it was, what was going on, or why I was invited to the conversation in the first place. Anyhow, as the conversation went along I soon found out who this person I'm chatting with (along with my other friends as well) was a Korean girl!!! Well I did know about her a few months ago when my friend told me about her, but I never expected to be talking to her on MSN at all. So errr.... why was it surprising then? Well maybe for one, it was a Korean who I was speaking to although my friend said she has been living in Malaysia for about 6 months and some other facts that I forgotten about lol.

So anyway, the longer we talked to each other the more I started to become attracted to her. I was lovestruck for gods sake!!! I don't know what was happening inside me or what my mind was thinking, but it was just that sudden that I started to have "feelings" for her. I don't know, maybe I was just crazy and it was all a dream. Then suddenly it was yesterday that we starting to talk to each other, and somehow it was just the 2 of us! Although I guess I have been warned by my friend that she does like to post random things and talked a lot, but wow, I never expected to have some sort of "deep" conversations with her. Even with my cousin disturbing our conversation most of the time, we did talk to each other quite a lot albeit, it was not a long continuous conversation and we only post random things to each other. But I don't know what to say about it really, deep deep down I just had that gut feeling about something. I could go on forever about this, but I guess my mind has made up and I'll just leave it as it is for now.

I just wish I could see her face or even have a long and deep conversation on the phone (she did kindly give me her number!) just to hear her sweet voice or maybe even try to meet her somewhere and meet her face to face. She did seem like a nice person to be with, and I bet I could (probably) get along with her or something. Okay okay, maybe it was a dream and that I never realized how real a dream can be, but then again.... maybe it wasn't a dream after all? Even though I'm not that good at all with talking to women or even know how to appreciate "love" or any sort of rubbish that is that, but she did said one thing that kinda make me want to change myself just for her. That is to start trying talking to girls more often and have feelings for them, which I'm gonna make it one of my new years resolution in 2010 probably hehe.....

I feel so nervous, confused, embarrassed, I mean I just can't describe how sick my feelings are right now. Maybe my emotions has gone haywire, maybe I'm starting to lose my sanity, maybe I'm going to be a man, oh I just don't f***ing know what I feel like!!! Its like I'm just lying to myself for doing this, and yet...... and yet...... argh!!!! I don't even know myself now honestly with what I want, what my feeling want, what my mind want and what my soul wants. Its all just so damn wrong with me, and nothing just make sense now. I just wish somebody could answer me, or even better, if SHE could answer me and set me out straight. Maybe it was all just some sort of misunderstanding. Please, I just need an answer from somebody, that is all....

Okay now..... with that said though, I guess this will probably one of my last post on this blog for 2009. I do wish I could post some stuff some more, but that depends if I can get some sort of internet connection at my hotel in Johor Bahru when I'm going there tomorrow. We'll see, if there is then maybe I can post some things more over there and maybe even do some sort of recap of my life in 2009. Haha, well take care everyone and have a Happy New Year!!!

Well lets clear this up a bit. I know most people might mistake this as Avatar: The Last Airbender, but the fact is that this is a James Cameron directed movie which of course is titled Avatar. At first I thought it would be just some sort of sci-fi movie which I couldn't care less about, but after watching it through I already have second thoughts about whether should I go watch this again (in 3D perhaps?) or not, hahahaha. I tell ya, if any of James Cameron's past films are to go by *cough*Titanic*cough* then he surely has struck gold yet again.....

I seriously cannot believe how perfect this movie is, from the simple and yet meaningful plots and storyline, the characters, the special effects, almost everything was absolutely perfect. I don't think there were anything wrong with this film at all! (apart from the sound loss at the beginning of the movie, but I blame the cinema for that) If the reviews and box office earning is anything to go by, then it surely is a must-see movie for sure. Just take my word for it, go buy a ticket and sit and watch the magic happen right before your very eyes.

I'm not gonna post anything much about the movie or the characters much here, just because the movie is just too perfect for me to say anything lol. Just look up at the link above for a better plot summary and whatnot, I'm just too lazy to right here haha. But anyway, just want to point out that the casting was pretty good and all of them did a splendid job portraying their characters in the film. Another thing to note is that the 3D animation and camera effects they used for this film was just jaw dropping amazing. It makes all the other movies look plain and dull in comparison.

Okay now, after thinking it over I really shouldn't have posted this review because writing about it just doesn't do the film justice. Not saying I'm overhyping Avatar or anything but I just can't tell you people how good this film really is, no words can express how worthwhile it was watching. As I said before and I'll say it again, you just have to go watch it believe me. Even though I'm not that much of a sci-fi movie fan, but this was just something else. So how do you think I'll rate this film then? Overall I just have to give it a 9/10 rating just because its perfect. It couldn't get a 10 because that would just be unfair to all the other greater movies out there, hahahahaha....

Yeah yeah, this has got to be one of the lamest movie reviews ever on my blog eh? Well I really couldn't care less about it either lol. I'm just posting this just to amuse myself. Its not like anyone is gonna read it right? Right? RIGHT!!!?

*hear the sounds of crickets chirping*

Okay, never mind. Forget about it, just go watch this okay?

メリークリスマス!!!
Well if posting on posting Twitter wasn't enough, I decided to post it here as well just for the sake of it. Wishing all my friends who celebrate Christmas today to have a good time with your relatives, friends, whatever. Enjoy this day everyone as 2009 is coming to a close, 2010 is just around the corner and I'm sure everyone has got their plans for next year.

As for me, I don't celebrate Christmas or give a s*** about 2010. All I know is I'm gonna watch Avatar later today with my father, and a few days later I'm going to Johor and spend most of my time in Singapore. What else is there for me to do? Play video games? Watch anime? Loaf around? LOL, doesn't matter though. Will think of something somehow in some way or some other.....

Oh, and an accompanying Christmas song courtesy of Shingo DJ:

Song by Cherry Bing (even though most people think it was from Cute Is What We Aim For since both bands had the same vocalists) Well enough about the bands though, it is the song that I want to post here. I swear this song is a disease, cause I just got infected by it!

Been listening to this song all day, for a good 10, 20, 30, even about 40 times repeatedly non-stop! (okay, maybe not that much but I swear I've been listening to this song a lot!) Vocals might suck a lot, lyrics might be stupid, and the music could be better but for some reason I just liked it! Maybe it was just the chorus that got me hooked.

It's not enough, it's not enough, it's not enough, it's not enough.....

Okay, getting a few hours sleep after watching Queen's Blade: Rurō no Senshi back-to-back for about 6 hours I'm sure I still have the show fresh on my mind. Well, apart from everything erotic about Queen's Blade it was really really enjoyable to watch. Lots of drama, lots of actions, lots of *cough* *choke* okay okay... lets not go there just yet. Seriously though, it was really "interesting" to say the least.....

So what is Queen's Blade about then? Well if anyone wondered it is basically just about beautiful (and strong of course) women fighting against each other to become the "Queen" and have to power and wealth to control the continent (or something like that, I'm not sure) yada yada yada, I still don't get the story much though haha. You can read the plot here if you still want to. Also note that this anime was actually based on a gamebook of the same name, and has even also produced a video game called Queen's Blade: Spiral Chaos for the PSP. Enough about that though, what's so great about it then?

Well I really can't put my finger of it, whether its the storyline, (which is good I might add, but I'm not gonna say anything about it here) the battle scene, or the fact that this show has ∞ times more fan service then even Gonzo's loli pantsu mecha anime Strike Witches!!! Holy crap, that must have been something.... but like what exactly? Well, for starters all the characters in this anime are ALL SEXUALLY DRESSED one way or another. Second of all, I think almost 90% of the entire series contains "explicit" scenes regardless if it is relevant to the story or not. But I guess it just wouldn't be Queen's Blade without the characters clothing shred into pieces and leaving them "almost" naked! (and when I mean almost, I meant completely naked without the crotch showing hahahaha)

Yeah, definitely not for the kids or even early teenagers. This is for *ahem*, adults so to speak but who cares about that. If you want to watch it and even want to.... err.... you know, do that thing while watching it then go ahead. Its not like your gonna watch this in front of your parents, relatives, friends or anything right? (you must be screwed up if you watching this with everyone lol) Gotta give credit to Satoshi Urushihara for doing some of the key animations. If you ever watched any of his previous work then you will know what I mean.....

Anyway, if anyone read my tweets (or known about it from somewhere else) then you will certainly know there is a 2nd season which is already almost complete (I think, only got 1 episode left as of now) which hopefully, I will try watching it after new year (and when I come back home from Johor for my holidays) and will try to write a better summary than this. Trust me, this is worth watching if you liked ecchi, yuri, or you know, that kind of things lol. This is about it I guess, if anything I will try to explain a little more on this on the 2nd season of Queen's Blade.

Edit: I wanted to post this earlier this morning (after I had to wake up early to help my father with something) but couldn't because my internet started f*cking up for no good reason, and when the line was stable again I had to leave and help my mom run some errands. Yeah haha, so be it...

Daaaayuuuuuummmmm.... just look at that thing! Not only am I lost for words, made my jaw dropped on the floor with drools splattered all over, made me jizzed in my pants and made me shat bricks, or even the fact that I could have just imploded into a gazillion pieces looking at this masterpiece. Honestly though, Linhbergh sure know how to work his magic around cars.....

For more info, check the links below:
SLAMBURGLARS STEAL THE SPARKS
Slamburglars
Linhbergh

So errr..... the Comiket (or Comic Market) is upon us yet again for what is like one of the most chaotic otaku convention in the world!!! Also known as the "winter comiket" for obvious reasons, there will be as usual a wide array of merchandise from doujin manga, music, and well, many other stuff I guess lol. But just like my previous Comiket post, I'll just be covering the music part of the event mostly being albums which I'm looking forward to being released. =)

Note: Some of the albums have little information on them, so I'll try to update this posts if any new info gets through.

[TCPLUS-0005] HARDCORE TANO*C - Speed Ball Z
Should be something similar to SpeedBall if the title is anything to go by. Quite liked that album a lot, as almost all the songs are high bpm and tempo. J-speedocre at its best!

[MSTBL0020] Mob Squad Tokyo Black Label – J-Core Masterz Vol. 6
A continuation of the J-Core Masterz series of albums. Pretty self explanatory there...

[MSTBL0019] Mob Squad Tokyo Black Label – Fuck DJ Paper Chaos EP
After the fiasco that happened on J-Core Masterz Vol.5 regarding DJ Paper Chaos, the Mob Squad Crew thought it was a great idea to make songs based on him, and so the EP was born. Not so sure what the songs will be about, but one things for sure, its all gonna be about DJ Paper Chaos! F*** DJ PAPER CHAOS!!!! (in a certain Argentinian accent lol)

[MPTCD010] MPT – Bastard Pop Terrorists Vol.10
Same with J-Core Masterz, this is another series of the Bastard Pop Terrorists albums. A welcome surprise is Shingo DJ will make his first appearance on this album, as well as a certain new artist (well not really new if you know who it was) named SMASHCORE making a debut in the album. Should be something worthwhile listening to both of them...

[MSTBL0022] DJ A.Q. - THE VERY BEST OF DJ A.Q. REMIXES
Oh.... my..... gawd!!!! A DJ A.Q. compilation!!!? YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...... I'm just lost for words, thoughts and whatnot lol. I just love Aura Qualic, such a talented artist and also a all around good person. If I could get my hands on this, I would buy it without thinking twice!!!

[SHOT-002] Shot Music – FORTUNE ARTERIAL-Omnibus Edit-『P-O-P』
After listening to Shot Music's first release, Super Shot, I thought this was worth a mentioned. As the title suggest, it will mostly be a Fortune Arterial arranged album so I do not know much how the album is gonna be like. Hopefully it will be good lol...

[SRPC-0025] SharpnelSound Collection -弐-
DJ Sharpnel's compilation of songs. *yawn*

[AECD-020] ALiCE'S EMOTiON – Sphere Calibar
REDLiCE? Touhou remixes? You bet!

[CHS-0006] t+pazolite – Gotta Maze 2
If you love t+pazolite, then you will love this. No happy hardcore or Touhou stuff here, its all t+paz speedstyle!!! Definitely worth the wait IMO...

[IBCD-0011] VA – Hydrangea
Another Touhou album, but doesn't suck as much as REDALiCE's though haha. Tsukasa has always made good music, doesn't matter if he mostly does release Touhou arranged albums. I just liked listening to his albums haha...

[TDCD001] Betwixt & Between – Pure Existence
OMG B&B has made an album? Haha this is just gonna be epic. If anyone has listened to his songs (especially when he was with Hase on Khaotic Dimention) you would just be blown away by his songs. Its not your average J-Core song either.... sadly though, there is not much information on the album or what songs might appear on the album. Just listen to the demo on the link if you want to know how epic this album will be...

Well I do apologize if the post seems a little long and random or that I missed several other key releases here, but being very tired and trying to type in the middle of the night doesn't help me out much either haha. If anything, just click the link below for more key releases coming from C77:
Doujincore
VGMdb

Thats about it from me for now, will try to update the list again if there is any new info. (well, that is if I could remember that is haha!)

Yes, yet another "random thoughts" post. Don't think I really have anything much to post nowadays, except maybe just telling you guys how boring my normal life actually is. Eat, sleep, video games, online, bathe, and err.... that is about it I guess lol. So like, what is it about now this time around? My friends did expected me to post something here regarding about today and well, some random s*** I guess haha.....

So yeah, about today that. Nothing much really, just went to Ulu Yam earlier this morning with some friends, and went to a waterfall and stuff. Didn't do much over there other than...... doing exactly nothing! Seriously, I didn't even knew they wanted to go to the waterfalls over there and I just got a call this morning from one of my friends this morning (while I was still asleep at that!) telling me they wanted to go there. Sheesh, talk about being unprepared lol. (actually, they did told me about it yesterday, but I never thought they would take the idea that seriously) But with that aside, don't think there was anything spectacular or good happened to me over the past week. Nope, no sirree.....

Then, what video game am I playing now? Well after I finished playing ProStreet just a week ago, I tried playing Forza 3 yet again but I stopped playing it after I got bored playing it. Currently I just started year 3 in Season Play mode, and I think my current XP is at level 30 something. So what game did I play then? After thinking about it, I finally went with Need for Speed: Shift since well, NFS games doesn't take that long to finish! As of today I already got enough points to play the NFS World Tour, and my driver level is at 25. Even with that though, there is still tons of races I still haven't done yet, as well as the achievements I need to get within the game. Should be able to finish it earliest by next week, that is if I don't have any distractions do deal with.

Anyway, I will post some more things soon once I finished playing NFS Shift or when I'm done dealing with whatever I have to deal with. Might start watching anime again by next week, as well as posting some stuff up regarding the upcoming Comiket event! =D

...and today was just that! After getting a message from my college yesterday regarding meeting somebody about something (which I have no idea what it is or who else received the same message)and it also said it was urgent! So earlier today I did ask a few of my classmates regarding the message that we received and found out that only my friends who was taking DMS (Diploma in Motor Sports) that has received the same message. So what is this all about anyway? It was sure quite weird and maybe even random getting a message like this lol...

Anyway, during my break time at college (well actually it was after my practical exam, but whatever) I went to the student center to find out what was this "urgent meeting was all about". So like....... after meeting the person and finished explaining the situation to everyone at the student center and explained some more about the situation in more detail individually, I was quite surprised at what I've just heard with my own two ears. I GOT An EARLY HOLIDAY!!!! Bloody hell, that was so totally out of the blue lol. I mean I knew there was supposed to be another week of class next week before my holiday was supposed to start, but getting the holiday a week earlier was just splendid. Not only do I have a break earlier, but I get to go back to college a little later as well! (which is from 14th December 2009 till 15 January 2010) Seriously, I mean WTF?

Haha yeah, I should be really be overjoyed and ecstatic about that (seriously, who doesn't like holidays?) but I just can't help wonder why it took them so long to actually tell us about this. Well its not really about the holiday that they were telling us about, but rather, our courses (as in the DMS students) got mixed up with the students that are taking the other courses (which is DAT, or Diploma in Automotive Technology) getting mixed up. Mind you, there were more students taking the DAT course than the one that I'm taking and they had to remove the DMS students from the DAT classes because of this. A lot of confusion did go on, with the timetable change earlier this semester from 2 weeks per subjects to 3 weeks, as well as more students to deal with (there were 3 new batch after I joined this year) so I really can't say much about that. Just hope that they could settle everything out by next year, and that we could continue our studies without having all these things to worry about.

With college aside and now that this is the start of my holiday I guess I could get back to my usual routine now haha. Probably have more time to watch anime and play video games and maybe do something else such as hanging out with my friends more often, as well as *maybe* going on a holiday. So yeah, kind of a happy way to end the year and a good way to calm all my uncertainties and doubts regarding my stressed up life. 2010 may be around the corner but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy 2009 any more..... =D

Heh, I was supposed to post this up earlier in the afternoon but my video gaming session got caught up, so much so that I got stressed up about it when my friend called me haha. Just look up at my twitter status if you wondered how stress I was playing NFS ProStreet, (yeah, an old game) trying to beat Ryo Watanabe in the Speed Challenge race. Haha, I did manage to finish the game and now I still have no idea what game to play next. Well whatever game I play will mean that I will be spending less time in front of the computer, which means I'll probably won't chat with people or update my blog much, haha....

Hey what up people? I know I haven't updated my blog much as before and this is because I'm just having too much fun playing video games lately hahahaha!!! Currently been busy playing Need For Speed: ProStreet after finished playing DiRT 2 about a week ago, and I think I could finish this game by the end of the week if I'm not occupied doing anything else...

Anyway, I really don't have much to say about this month or anything lol. Its just the same old damn routine for me; college, go online, play video games, and just about the usual basic stuff everyone always do (eat, sleep, etc.) Yeah, a little bit boring eh? Doesn't matter though, its not like I have any other life besides this or anything important to do haha. So then, wanna know what new music I listen to now? Erm..... well I still do listen to J-Core quite a lot but I did open up my music vocabulary yet again and now I do enjoy listening to J-Pop, K-Pop, Schranz and more recently listening to House (more specifically, Deadmau5). If you guys want to know more about what music I'm listening to nowadays (or just see how many songs I listen to) you can check out my Last.FM profile at the sidebar here in my blog. =)

Oh yeah, another important thing I need to say is I might be going to Singapore during my 2 week break near the end of the year with my family. Haha, not really sure what else is there to do but go to Orchard Road and just "shop till you drop"! Heh, I'm usually not that much into shopping (since I'm not working and have little to no money at all) but I do want to go to HMV if I could pick up some music CDs that I will just never get it here in Malaysia. Other than that I might just try and see what other stuff I could actually buy with the limited money I have. Other than shopping I really have no idea what else to do. Go to Vivo City? (really haven't been there at all) Or go to Sentosa Island? (heard they opened a Disney theme park or something there) Meh, well that is up to my family to decide but whatever.....

That is about it from me I guess, don't think I have anything else to say as of now. Knowing that this is the holiday season almost everywhere all I can say now is have fun and take care. Just enjoy the winter (or well, monsoon season in my case) or whatever the weather may be and just take it the moment cause before you know it its past New Year and everyone have to get back to their daily routines yet again, be it school, college, work or even hikikomori!

Also, did anyone wondered what the title is about? Well if anyone who follows mainsteam music quite a bit would probably know it was the album title taken from AFI's seventh album, Decemberunderground. I have listen to their songs before, but I just never bother listening to them lol. I have their albums inside my hard drive for the past year and still haven't put it inside my iTunes yet ahahaha. Well maybe I should, they are not quite that bad to listen to be honest.